therapy

not doing anything much different than before except totally tamping down the feeling that i am a worthless piece of trash.  i sorted through that a bit and i am aware that i am a person here just like you.  if you can do it, so can i.  watching romantic comedies now as the sun fades.  my problem has always been that i do not like to distract myself and be motivated by fear but i choose to be motivated by desire and love.  it is a big one for me.